Masato wrote:Welcome EVILYOSHIDA!
You finally made it! lol
You've managed to hit one of our famous 'slow' periods, but stay faithful this place does bubble up from time to time, usualy producing some interesting results :D
Forgive me if I still think this may be Vutu in disguise, laying the foundations for an epic troll job, lol Some confirmation would be nice, I'll drop by EY soon to check for something ;)
Truth is I'm just not posting as much as I used to, I'm preoccupied with other things in life for a while here but I still love some forum talk from time to time but kept it here for the most part these days. I used to complain that the forum was slow but am ironically discovering that its actually a pace much more suited to my lifestyle, I can't keep up with the fast forums anymore, too much to keep track of.
Also, I have to admit I'm a bit 'conspiracied' out... I have been speaking with a good handful of well-traveled people in the past few months, smart folks who think a lot about politics and history, have lived through real revolutions in various lands, have a grasp on basic conspiracy stuff, and read a hell of a lot more real books than I have :oops: , and to be honest I feel like I've been quite humbled in my personal 'CT map of the world'; not at all so confident to be claiming to know how shit is going down. - the world suddenly seems MUCH more complex imo than any conspiracy tale can hope to wrap it up in. I am finding that while many conspiracies hold great truths, there is always more to it, always aspects that we are all likely to have wrong, not understand clearly, or not even be aware of etc
Also... they are almost becoming redundant, no?
It used to be very exciting, like we were cracking a mystery, and shining light in a time of darkness, etc. Like great work was being done, I felt the game was gonna crack any time!
But lately, even though more and more of it is proving to be true and people are totally waking up, it still seems sometimes like it's always been this way, and perhaps a bit foolish to spend too much energy fretting over what is simply a natural truth of life; There IS evil in the world.
Lately I've been feeling that life is better spent on the immediate, real life, personal development. I learn new CT info and its just like 'yeah, I know.' lol
That being said I am still vigilant, and still try to shine light or learn when I can, and will admit I still dream one day of doing/creating something that will kick a big hole in the Veil... so its not like I'm turning my back on CT hunting & puzzling... I just feel good right now toning it down a bit and transfering some of that attention to other things.
Maybe you will like it here too when you need a break from all the amazing CT work you do at EY, come talk about other things with us... charge up, get re-inspired etc. I would actually be very curious to discuss many non-CT ideas with you, you have a curious mind that's for sure :D
Hoping this is not a Vutu-troll (well actually maybe I am, lol)
Peace 2 ya man, thanks for finally stopping in. Have patience, we just go a little slower here sometimes ;D
later
Thanks bro. Ill be sure to check in here as much as possible.
