Postby penxv » Wed Jul 31, 2019 6:17 am
The thrill of messing people up got old a long time ago. There are aspects of the sport that are fulfilling... improving, growing, getting stronger, helping others to do the same. I learned a lot fighting. The commercialization of the sport has been gross and dehumanizing. People look at you like you're a circus animal. Participating in the sport is not a thing that i bring up to people.
It can be fulfilling to bring someone's vision into the world but most jobs aren't that. I'm really fine with all the work but dealing with clients can be kind of a pain for me. if i had someone to bid jobs and deal w/ clients, it would make it a lot easier.
So neither really but it all depends on how you approach it.