Diet Butcher wrote:So I just got back to BJJ training last week after a 5 month hiatus. As expected, my cardio is now shit. And in sparring I'm just falling back on my A game as I've gotten rusty on the newer stuff I was working on before I took the break.
Anyways, there's this other brown belt whom I was very competitive with for years. I was a blue belt when he was a white belt. He's also in his 30s and has over 20 lbs on me. So he was this dude I would tap all the time when he was a white and blue belt, and then when we were brown belt, we pretty much end in a draw most times in rolls. And the ego in me would put a lot of pressure on me to not lose to the guy. But I knew he would eventually surpass me given his age and weight difference.
So now, after 5 months, he now has one more stripe on his brown belt than mine. I feel like a huge load has been lifted from my shoulders. I can accept losing to him now... which I did... tapped to a Choi Bar which I guess I could have defended against longer but I didn't want to take the chance. Then he dominated me for the rest of the round. He's also a leg locker and I escaped every leg lock attempt, so I'm happy about that, lol.
It's good to be back!
Great story, I've been on both ends of similar experiences over the years.
I like to be happy for people when they advance faster than me and start kicking ass. Its so much better that getting down about it and trying to compete with others. We are all on our own journey, that's one thing that makes BJJ awesome imo
I've been out for 2+ months with a knee injury.
I've done fuck all except walking the dog in the woods the whole time. I am stiff as cement and sore and heavy and have been eating and drinking a ton. Injuries are nice like that lol

But now my knee is better, and I have no more excuses. If I continue this lifestyle I will be fooked before I'm 50.
My wife just took me as a guest to one of her yoga classes. It was super mild but a great wakeup call to see how out of shape I really am. Now I know if I had dove right back into BJJ I would have hurt myself for sure.
Need to start changing my diet again, stretching, lifting for at least a week I think.
Starts today. I'm a bit psyched out but I've been here before.
I feel like I've forgotten everything

I'm seeing BJJ vids that 'every white belt should know', lol and I don't know em. I'm familiar with them but do I know them all sharp, with all the details? not a chance. Sometimes I wonder if I'm too stupid to ever be able to do jiu jitsu really well/higher belts. I feel I just don't have the brain capacity to remember all those details.
we will see I guess